I get caught inside my own head too much. Some people say it's because I care too much. Some people think I'm crazy. I'd like to think I'm in between...you know, caring and crazy....but here I am, stuck, just wanting to turn off these crazy feelings that are circling in my head and heart....and let me tell you, it is no easy task to turn away from that which you want most with your whole heart....but at times, it is necessary...and healthy to do so. Sometimes you just have to know your limits and set your own boundaries....Sometimes you just need to know where you stand with yourself. Tough, but true.
My heart is tired....my self is unsure....and I wonder all too often where these puzzle pieces might connect....but I also realize nothing is certain....nothing comes easy...and it's all about the getting there. That's where faith comes in....that I do not journey alone and that whatever comes my way I can handle.
So, this is me.....leaping....and hoping I reach the other side with little damage....no helmet, elbow pads, knee pads, or random pillows. all of me hoping for the strength to walk away....and be better for it.
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