today was a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.
never in my wildest dreams did i imagine that someone would be capable of accusing me of something so malicious. never did i expect to see everything i've worked for dangling in front of my eyes.
but when you least expect it, things happen....and no matter what, i know i didn't do anything wrong. it is possible that i made a mistake but not out of any kind of purpose or intention to do so. it is also possible that pointing a finger is easier than picking up the phone and calling someone. i lost a lot of respect today. a lot of faith in people today. and i began to wonder if there is anything else that can get thrown at me.
i am strong.
but i'm tired.
i'm tired of being a topic of conversation...
i'm tired of this grudge.
i'm tired of being punished for things i didn't and would never do.
i'm just tired.
someday this won't matter. i'll be over it. and done being hurt. but today is not that day. and tomorrow probably isn't either.
and that's okay. because, in the end, the only thing that matters is i'm okay....the bad guys didn't win....and i'm still here.
so very here.
